Friday, March 28, 2014

Cascade Pichon, Haiti

"Play futbol? Futbol now?" our team was asked by the little boy by the name of Kento. "Not yet, we have to work but, we will play futbol at quatre." our leader responded showing Kento and his friend, Deff, her watch as the rest of us continued to lay bricks. Immediately Kento and Deff nodded and joined the rest of the children in helping us move bricks from one side of the construction side to the other  where they were needed. As I looked up from my work I saw the Haitian men, women, and children all working together as diverse equals to build this school to help further the education of their young. The phrase our translator told us that morning kept repeating itself in my head: The education of women in Haiti decreases the mortality rate by 80%.

This was day four of working towards building a school in the rural village of Cascade Pichon, where my team and I traveled to for our Spring Break. We had ventured out of the large town of Port-Au-Prince, traveled a seven hour trek up some of the roughest and most bumpy roads of mountains, and finally arrived in the little rural village surrounded by beauty. Every morning we would wake up, walk out of our tents, and witness the amazing view of mountains and waterfalls. We were treated with an incredible Haitian breakfast (typically noodles, rice and beans, or chicken/goat) every morning before taking our trek to the top of the hill where the school was located.

Working on building this school we witnessed an amazing work ethic among the Haitians that put all of us to shame. We helped lay bricks, carry sand from the holes they were digging, shoveling and mixing the cement they would make, and carrying bricks to where they were needed. We witnessed the Haitians creating bricks out of all natural elements with the exception of bags of cement that they would add to the concoction. All throughout the week Genesis 1 flowed through my mind. We were witnessing humans participating in being the image of God, of co-creating with God to build His Kingdom here.

Everyday when we would leave the work site and get cleaned up, we would go out to play with the children. Of course we would play many games of futbol (Soccer in English) in which the Haitians would always beat us. Whenever we weren't playing futbol, we were teaching them how to play games with frisbees, teaching them to thumb wrestle, tickling them, or helping teach them English as they taught us Creole. There was one particular student who seemed to have an extra fascination with learning the English and Spanish of every word that he could think of. By the end of the week we learned that this intelligent boy had a purpose he was striving for: he wanted to be a translator one day. This boy instead of spending all his time playing games was finding ways to achieve his dreams...and he was only 12. 

All of these kids-- Dyseon (Joshua in English), Bovina, Alex, Fresno, Deff, Kento, Maritha, CJ, and more-- have left a tremendous impact on me. I want to return to Cascade Pichon to learn what happens to them. I want them to be able to gain an education and go on to live out their dreams. Our translator, Bob, once told us "In America we work to make things perfect. In Haiti we work to make things possible." I want to make a good, well-rounded education possible for these children. Each one of these people are the future of Cascade Pichon and I pray for sustainability there and that they will develop into strong leaders.

Now I have been home for almost a week and it has been a hard transition. In Haiti life was one of simplicity and here immediately I am thrown back into the complexity and business of America. I had arrived home early on Monday morning and was immediately thrown into one of the busiest weeks of my semester. In Haiti I was making a difference that I could see. In Haiti I found purpose and excitement. But overall I miss that simplicity. I honestly miss not having a cell phone. I miss event time and focusing more on being relational.

My goal now for life is to take what I learned from Haiti and apply it here. I know this is not something that will happen overnight or something that I can do alone. I need God to be the one who sustains me. I need God to lead me and guide me. I cannot strive for this life of simplicity without God. It will take me time to change patterns and ways of thinking in my life, but I know I need to do it. I do not feel fully connected or that I have fully processed my trip right now. I do know, however, that I need to change this. I will change this with the help of God.

I was affirmed of a calling to work overseas one day long term while I was gone, but until then my prayer is that I will be able to learn to live simply and love others here in the States each and every day.

                                                           Bovina and her crew
                                              The kids and I at the Construction Site
                                                  Our village from atop the mountain
                                           The construction of the school by day 4

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

The Struggle of Overbooking

Since the beginning of my freshmen year of college I have struggled with habitually overbooking. When I stepped onto the University grounds I knew that I wanted to invest myself in as many ministry outlets as I could. As I have progressed through the years I have gained a good reputation which opened up more opportunities to become involved with. In the recent months I have known that I struggle with overbooking and I had made the decision to prayerfully commit to opportunities and drop ones that I feel would no longer be as beneficial to myself or my ministry.

As I am progressing through this Lenten season I have received many leadership opportunities for next year, which happens to be my senior year. Due to my fast I have found a significant amount of time that I can dedicate to thinking and praying and trying to determine what positions I should take. As I have been praying about this syndrome of overbooking I have simultaneously found that it is hard to determine which responsibilities to recommit to and which new ones to take.  

One of my goals of this Lenten season is to find an even balance of my time and learn how to discern which roles to take in the upcoming year. As I prepare to embark to Haiti for this next week my prayer is for a life of simplicity in my decisions. I pray that God would help me to get the most out of senior year without falling back into overbooking.

Here's to leadership positions. Here's to simplicity. Here's to missions.

My next thoughts from the dust will be on my trip to Haiti.  

Thursday, March 6, 2014

Lent

Another year has brought us to the Lenten season. Fastnacht Day was come and gone and led us to the eventful day of Ashes. Now in day two people worldwide are struggling in the beginnings of their fast. Today I would like to ask, why do we give things up for Lent? Is it merely to impress others? Do we want to show that we can give something up? Does fasting intrigue us? Would we feel guilty if we did not give something up? Is it simply tradition? There are many reasons why we may give something up, but there is one reason that should actually matter. What is holding us back, what has become like an idol? Lent is a great time to refocus on who we were made to be. If you choose to give something up, you do not go and replace it with some other form of distraction, but you use that time to spend with God and your neighbor. You find ways to better yourself in your walk with Christ.

Wherever you are in your views on Lent, just remember each person is on a different journey; but we can still support one another in love as we strive to become better people for Christ. The item that I have given up has already, in day two, given me more "free time" that I am dedicating to studies and devotions with Christ. I hope to become more present with people, more present with Christ, and above all more loving. I would like to end with a poem written by John Wesley:

O grant that nothing in my soul 
May dwell, but Thy pure love alone!
O may Thy love possess me whole,
My joy, my treasure, and my crown.
Strange flames far from my heart remove!
My every act, word, thought be love.